i watched movie yesterday,and it was something weird for me because i never did before. usually i just go to the cinema or sit in front of television and check what best movies in channels provided. due to my boringness of doing my reading, i mean i read academic stuffs(that's really hard for me though), i opened my friend's laptop that he left it with me. i simply click to movie folder and accidentally click this movie, called "butterfly Effects". well at first i just think it was another kind of humor movie.i didn't pay my full attention because at the same time i read couples of journals with me not to mention books that i brought together with me which i put disarranged in the table.
To make it short, well.,it was Ashton Kutcher as a main actor for this movie.and that distracts me much..so i continue watching. The first one hour i watched, i didn't get any meaning what actually this movie about. Well, i know that Ashton Kutcher is the hero but why so many characters are more dominant than him? Well, it was question that i asked to myself again and again. even when my friend arrived, i was directly asked him bout the movie which he not watch yet.hehe..what a silly me. Maybe the curiosity take over my whole brain.
okay..the story is about a boy who was born with this specialties. He has this problem when his brain lost the balance and made him didn't remember anything. after all the things happened, he realized and something that bad happened. in order to avoid his memory from lost, he keeps journals with him.he always write what he does, he wants, and what happened to him, his friends, and his family. but one thing he didn't realize is when he reads back his journal, he can turned himself to the past. But this only he realized when he in his college. then, after discovered the things, he tried to read again his journals,back to the past and change everything that he has done wrong. But surely, when he changed his past meaning that his future also effected.
there were so many things that he tried to changed. and yes, he did it.but after he knows when he changed the past, it was too late for him to go back,change and improve the things. It is just too late...
finally, he came to this conclusion that everything he had changed just ruined himself and effects others' life. Then, he again back to his past by watching the recorded video before his mother give birth of him. he writes in his journal and wish that baby which his mom give birth is not HImself.
Sadly, the baby that was born was not him. And he sacrificed everything and wish he was never born to this earth just to improve the future that he damaged himself.
moral values of this movie~Yes, he was responsible to his own mistakes by sacrifice himself. But, at some point he didn't understand meaning of life that we could not changed our past. Just let it be..In some ways, many things are best to keep as what they are..even it was bad..we can simply changed things to be good,because we live our past as guideline to our future life. we remember our past but not to live and back again to the time. We live our present and we'll never know what kind of life we live in the future. Just appreciate the days, moments of our present days because today will be never the same again.
I LOVE THIS OLD SONG as i listen to it thousand times a day...it really touch me.
feel the lyrics..
If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.
I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.
I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
As i stepped my day to year 2009..all i remember is fashion.
what fashion should i wear this year. i mean what is the best outfit for me. well, im not dat too fashionable but at least i can wear something new year better that what i usually do.
here is some of what i like.
